Today was an eventful day, for a clean-the-house/wrap-things-up day in my pajamas. While cleaning, some information came to me in regards to limitations and jealousy. Now - I have had my fair share of jealousy and limiting beliefs... Quite a bit of this has fallen away recently, yet I acknowledge the layers thing - that cycles come and layers fall away, and all is a process.
Back to the jealousy and limitation. So the energy of Jealousy stems from lack - any time you look at someone and say, "I wish I had that" or whatevers, and that ugly-gooey comes up, it is simply just a belief in yourself that you do not have whatever-it-is. BUT! What would happen if instead we rejoiced and celebrated with someone who has what we are wanting? What would happen if you placed yourself inside that joy? Like, for reals. Not a "heh heh I am so happy for you", half-hearted kine thing. What if we allowed ourselves pure joy?
What comes naturally for me is to be happy for people. What comes naturally is to be in joy for whatever people are having, and excitement comes when I see someone having what I would like to experience... as long as I have let go of beliefs of lack. If that shadow crosses my heart when I see someone having something I would like to experience, I stop for a moment. I ask myself if I truly want to have that. I look at why I think I cannot have that. I check the lies I have about not being able to have that. And then, usually, all of the limiting beliefs dissolve. I remember that I can have anything I want. I remember that I am the creator in my life. I remember that whatever experience I choose to have, the Whole of the Universe and The Big Burrito in the Sky are supporting me. I speak it and it is so, and so I choose my words and thoughts carefully. If something shows up in my experience that I don't think I "ordered" off the the Menu of Life Experiences, I look at it before throwing a fit about it. Well, most of the time. Sometimes, I forget. And then I remember again. =)
An example: Today I discovered a scorpion in my house - the first live one I have seen here in Hawaii, and I was a bit surprised, but not really. I moved into my new place at the beginning of April, and I moved into a dryer climate of the island where I had heard the scorpions were. Not, you know, the band. The creature. Anyhow. I didn't freak out as much as I thought I would, and I put it in a pyrex, put the lid on, and kept it until I finished doing what I was doing. I knew I shouldn't kill it, and after/during looking up the meaning of "scorpion" online, taking what resonated, asked Spirit what this was about.
First, even before I moved in I asked about scorpions and centipedes and what the deal was with them at this place. Two days after I moved in I found a huge 8-inch centipede in my house. Now I find the 4-inch-or-so scorpion. So... yes. I did ask, "Are there any scorpions here? How are the centipedes?" and they answered in person. So, again... careful with my words.
Second, I have been getting more clear on what I am here to do... at least in part. Part of my purpose is about being a bridge for beings in other dimensions... including spirits who have not crossed over. I have helped a few cross over, and have spoken with other beings in other dimensions, helped to make peace with this dimension and others in various ways. The scorpion is a symbol and confirmation of this, as the scorpion has been a symbol of death, transformation, darkness, power and many other things in different cultures.
So instead of freaking out about a scorpion being in my house, I stopped for just a few minutes. I asked what the messages were. I saw that the scorpion itself was lost, and I let it go outside. And then I sprayed insect deterrent around my house (another energy of the scorpion - protection), courtesy of my neighbor. Baby steps. Asking. Doing. Knowing that I am the creator in my life, and that I am supported no matter what it may look like.
This has been a good day. Insights on lack beliefs, turning those around and living in joy, and a scorpion with a few messages.
May your every day be blessed, and focused upon the knowing that we all have everything we need... and step forward in the knowing that All Is Well.
Happy and Joyful Creating to you!
Holly
P.S. Here it is again, with my hand to show the size a bit better:
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